It just takes time---

Well it has been hard for me to think about writing this post. But in the end time does make things easier. Just in case you didn't already know I had a miscarriage about 2 weeks ago. While it has been really hard to wrap my head around the fact that the thing I had just gotten used to was gone, I think that I have finally come to terms with it. We have done a lot of praying and we still think that there is a spirit that the lord has for us, its just that right now was not the right time. But maybe we needed this time to get used to the idea. As my Dr says if lightning can strike once it can strike twice, and if that is what the Lord wants, that will be what happens. Until then we will just keep standing by :)